For the last couple of weeks I’ve been in disbelief of the love and support that came flooding towards me. It’s a weird feeling. Going between happiness and joy, to shock, embarrassment, and guilt. I’m not really sure why I feel guilty?
I’m apprehensive about the therapy but then I feel excited to start because I just want it to be positive. I want to respond! I’m nervous, scared, and excited. I always feel that the next thing I try will fix everything; always setting myself up for disappointment.
I’m not sure how to even begin to thank everyone for their generosity and kindness. Groups from another time in my life, grade school, and from all over the world. What did I do to deserve this love?
I feel the need to document my experience, for those who donated to follow along, but mainly for myself to see any changes.